22.2.12

Lorrrrrd, give me strength!!

Maybe I need to go to church.  I have a few questions. Because a lot of things seem wonky, out of place, unfair.
I do my best all the time to make everyone around me comfortable. I make sure that if they need something, they get it. Even when they aren't my responsibility, even when I have my own problems to work on.
So why is it that I can try my best. And I can give and give and give...but nothing ever comes back my way?? Why the fuck is that?? Why are people so damn rude and ungrateful.
Did your Mother never teach you to return the shit that you borrow? Or to thank people?? Hell, did you even learn the basics of etiquette??
Fuck, my mother was a complete HOTT mess that didn't teach me SHIT about real life...but I figured it out. You don't see me treating people like absolute shit. I don't use people. I should. Out of everyone I know, I should be the one who doesn't have a fucking clue about life. I should be the one who feels entitled, I should be the one with the sob story, who gets the sympathy and who gets the fucking handouts.

GROW THE FUCK UP