Christmas?

I can't believe it's already the middle of November.
I can't believe it's almost Christmas.
I can't believe my little bud will be one in just a couple weeks.

Time is going by WAY too fast.


With that said, let's talk about Christmas.
I actually have a Christmas wishlist.
This is rare, folks.
I never want anything. Ever. And if I do want something, I just go get it.

But here it is:

• PhotoShop (come onnnnn babe! I hope you are actually getting me this! lol)
• A calligraphy set. (something that will help my terrible handwriting!!)
• Gap or H&M gift cards. (because my newest obsession is buying Jack's clothes from them)
• Chalkboard markers (these are too expensive for me to just buy...but I could handle receiving them)
• A necklace like this (in classic Roman font) https://www.etsy.com/listing/114744527/monogram-necklace-gold-filled-mothers?ref=sr_gallery_16&ga_search_query=monogram+necklace&ga_view_type=gallery&ga_ship_to=US&ga_page=3&ga_search_type=all&ga_facet=monogram+necklace

Proud

I regret nothing.
Everything that has happened has brought me to the very moment I am in. Here I sit, at home, with my beautiful son, waiting for Cory to come home from work. And this is just where I need to be.
Everything I have done, every word I have said... has been the best decision because of it's outcome. Sure, I have made mistakes, but they were only mistakes at the time. Because of their outcome, I am proud of those mistakes. I have allowed my upbringing to make me sad for long enough. I am who I am, because of me. I won't change it or anything...because I finally love it.

I may not have a lot of...anything, really. But what I have, I have earned.

And how could you not be proud of that?

How could you not be proud of this?