Sorry

Whatever happened to that word?
I still use it.
Hell, I use it even when I am the one that should be receiving the apology.
It doesn't fix everything, but it sure as shit doesn't hurt.
Write it, say it, email it, sing it...fucking fax it for all I care. Just for once... just accept responsibility for being an ass wipe.
Don't even know why I am asking this...it won't make people realize that they should say it. If they didn't understand its importance before, I can't make them. And if the ridiculous shit they say and do don't make them feel sorry, well...then, its worse than I thought.

Maybe my dogs are sorry, they treat me like shit too, sometimes. I guess I can believe they are...just pretend like the language barrier is the only reason they don't express it.

October 19th....what the hell am I going to do for six weeks?

Sorry for rambling.